Killing Me

Do you have those days where your spouse is just driving you nuts.  You know they are just huge pains.  Not listening to to and wondering why you are upset.  If you would listening would understand.  The simple things in life, communication.  Well you mode on and deal with it.  No day is ever perfect it is what you do when it is not or the person you live with is driving you absolutely mad.  So the joys continue.

A know it all

I am sorry to say I come off as a know it all.  I can see trends that may occur before they do.  It is a macro way of looking things.  This does upset people since they want to know people are going to be affected.  Well it is just a way of viewing things and can be a downfall if people around you don't understand.  I know my weaknesses and I am proud of them since it makes me human. I know I don't see things the way most people do and I can't do a lot of things people do.  It is frustrating sometimes when people think the simple things are easy which they might to them but the complex are simple to me.  

I have a good life.  A job I enjoy and a wife who deals with me.  Truly got to love her for that.  I will live and survive.

Good Day

Had a great day besides being extremely depressed for most of it.  I had the opportunity to attend an award ceremony for a local JROTC unit.  It is nice to see our future.  These are the reasons I do what I do.  Work with Veteran Service Organizations allows me to help the community which helps me.  I know Veterans, so I feel more comfortable around them.

Good day! 

Moving on

I am doing better with no more stress and more excercise. 

Leadership and Comrades

You always expect your great leaders to be the ones supporting and guiding you.  Your comrades to be support mechanism to which you can rely. So when you don't get either what you get?  Lost and abandon with no clear path!  You wonder why so many vets are having problems.  Where is the support structure.  When you are in the heat of the battle you never notice since you are all together fighting in the same battle.

I am t least surviving.  That is saying a lot.